I wake up, and I feel tired, with just pieces of my dream that I can barely remember. But I think...it's about him. The frustrating thing is that I can't be sure. I can't be sure because everything that is happening in my dream state is cloudy and blurry. It's a haze of darkness and pallid hues; somewhere between the fine line of transluscence and and clarity. It's like the moment while the sun is shining but the fog is still out. It's incredibly frustrating.
Hawaii
Hey, greetings and salutations! Aloha! In going over some of my previous posts, I remembered that I was going to tell you about my trip to Hawaii. Hawaii is my favourite place to visit, and I've visited lots of places. I've been trying to figure out for the longest time why Hawaii is my go... Continue Reading →
Old Friends
"Most friends fadeOr they don't make the gradeNew ones are quickly madeAnd in a pinch, sure, they'll doBut us, old friendWhat’s to discuss, old friend?Here's to usWho's like us?Damn few" The above is from a song titled "Old Friends", music and lyrics by Sondheim. Yes, I'm a huge musical and theatre buff! Liza Minnelli does... Continue Reading →
Pandemic Ponderings: Part II
Hey y'all...greetings and salutations. In my previous post, I was pretty much trying to be uplifting and emphasizing all the good things that one can concentrate on. In this particular post, I'll delve deeper into some of the stuff one might be feeling--as I'm feeling it too. A little more personal, a little less cheerleading,... Continue Reading →
Pandemic Ponderings: I
Hey, greetings and salutations! 2020 is starting off with an incredible bang...and not in a good way. First things first. It seems like many governments across the world are coming up with plans to help the citizenry cope with loss of income, and the inability for people to pay their rent, as well business losses.... Continue Reading →
Brideshead Revisited: Part 1
Greetings and salutations!! It's been an incredibly long time since I've blogged, and I apologize for that. My blog has mainly been therapeutic and as I've continued to heal and grow, my desire to write has become less and less. That being said, I find myself with a lot more time than I used to... Continue Reading →
Living the best life!!!
Hey y'all! Greetings and salutations! I've been trying to write stuff that's more uplifting, or more to the point, not emphasize the negative as much as I have been lately. (So it seems). So I've decided to give a "State of the Union" address, so to speak, of what's going on. Therapy has been a... Continue Reading →
Pain
Greetings and salutations!!! So, I was asked to write about my pain-my physical pain, and how it affects me. From when it first started until now. So, here it is, for my readers' perusal. It may seem like I'm talking about my disease..but my disease is my pain. It was very insidious at first, to... Continue Reading →
Salad Dressing–Olive oil and Vinegar (metaphorically speaking).
Greetings and salutations!!! I hope everyone is enjoying their summer. Obviously with me, it's been a summer and spring of wrenching emotions, etc, but I'm much better for it, and that's a good thing. No tales from the couch for the last session. As riveting as they must be to read, (LOL), the last session... Continue Reading →
Tales From The Couch: Part 12–I’m doing GREAT!!! No, really!!!
Greetings and salutations! So I had my last session, and my therapist seems impressed with my progress. She said that even though it may not seem like big steps, they actually are. I told her that I read an article in the Toronto Star which had this to say about therapy. " Gottlieb says “I... Continue Reading →