Hey y'all...greetings and salutations. In my previous post, I was pretty much trying to be uplifting and emphasizing all the good things that one can concentrate on. In this particular post, I'll delve deeper into some of the stuff one might be feeling--as I'm feeling it too. A little more personal, a little less cheerleading,... Continue Reading →
Delayed Reactions
As it's Pride Month...heyyyyyyyyyyy. LOL. So as most of you know, I got a response from SK, and have written a response in reply--which I haven't sent yet. I wasn't sure what the point or the purpose was, and I like to have time for feelings and emotions to settle--kind of like a casserole--everything melds... Continue Reading →
Tales From the Couch: Part 6- Unwelcome insights
Greetings and salutations. Another difficult session, but with more insights that I'm going to have to take in order to get better. So, we talked about the angry letter that I wrote, and my disconnect between the tone and how I felt about SK, and why I was having difficulty seeing it! My therapist asked... Continue Reading →
Special K
Greetings and salutations! It's been a while. Very busy week, very craptastic week, if I'm being honest, so here's hoping that this short week coming up is going to be a blessing. Yay for Good Friday, in both the secular and religious spheres of thought. Anyway, on to the meat of the post. Special K.... Continue Reading →
Resiliency aka Being Tough
Greetings and salutations! I am aware that my opening sentence is tautological in nature, but for now, I'm going to keep it. Resiliency. Per Dictionary.com..." the ability to recover readily from illness, depression, adversity, or the like...." It sounds like a good thing to have, both in the physical and mental spheres of one's life.... Continue Reading →
Tears
I think of what I've screwed up, and tears flow.I think of what I miss, and I cryI wonder about the futility of life, and finding a special someone, and I weep.I reminisce of the good times we had, and I sob.I ponder if our friendship can be repaired.I lay in bed, my mind going... Continue Reading →